My Mental Battle

A poem by Ryan D. Adcox

Sometimes I can’t tell my left from my right

Struggling each day with a severe mental fight

I’m tired of the struggle to find words to say

To explain myself in an understanding way

People say they understand and it’s no big deal

How can they say that? They don’t know how I feel!

With an injured brain I fool the crowd

No one can see the invisible rain cloud

It’s not like a severed leg or a broken arm

Folks can see the risks of impending harm

Gradually the damage and pain go away

But an injured brain is here to stay

It’s crazy how quickly memory can fade

And how making a point is always delayed

Living like this throughout the years

With its many challenges has brought many tears

I have dreams that I can’t fulfill

I lack the ability to think, and  have lots of time to kill

Confusion reigns within my head

Sometimes it makes me wish I were dead

But I carry on for those whom I love

With hopes of support from God above

To survive this war, this severe mental fight

And also

To discern my left from my right.

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